Leave the cycle behind

I run around in circles, hurting
Searching for a purpose
Feeling worthless
Lonely deserted
Apprehensive, slightly nervous
Angry, even fervent
I see too much cuz I’m observant
And I am slowly learning
Not to be the servant
To the ones that are lurking
Making sure they fill their purses
By pulling strings on persons
I am thirsting for rewards that I’m deserving
Very close to point of bursting
That is why I’m fucking cursing
It’s time to start making assertions
I spent too much time working
To waste it in this pointless turning
So I’m walking out the circus
To embrace the taste of learning
I’ll leave all my bridges burning
Because I don’t plan on returning